I'm doing it!!

That's it. NO matter what others might think, I am doing it. I decided it yesterday. From now on, no matter what other will think about my decisions, they will be mine decision to handle, I think about me now and about my dream coming true My life is in my hands. I hope this will be good decision, but since I decided to come and live in London things were going wrong way. I want to start make it right. I did 1st step yesterday. I bought tickets to Poland, going tomorrow, and coming back on wednesday. There's something I need to do in order to start fixing my life. Pick up from where I left. I called work, obviously they were't happy. I'm not surprise. I didn't give them any notice. I'm sorry. But only half way sorry. Because I know I'm doing it for myself ;) For my benefit. I know that I am not telling you yet WHAT is that I am doing, but I can't just yet. Soon.... :) Trust me, you will know it soon. Just follow my blog!

Samoyed dogs - I just got crazy about them!

They are soo cute. And not only cute but their character is great too. I mean that they can have a strong character ;)

Train thoughts

So, a while ago i set up Myself in a quest of searching for happiness. Today im sitting on the underground train on my way to work. My third day at new job. It takes me about 90 minutes to get there and another 90 to get home, plus 9 hours of work including lunch. That makes up 12 hours straight. I need about 8 hours sleep, thats already 20. 1 hour takes me to get ready for work, so there is 3 hours of the day left for all other remaining things such as evening bath, preparing and eating food, shopping, doing all things I like or I would like doing. Thats in theory, but after getting up at 6.30am and coming home about 7.30pm, resting, having some food, showering, checking social media, sometimes shopping its already time for bed. So where is the time for myself? 
I really dislike this model of life.
About the job: its ok. Nice people, nice atmosphere, can be busy and demanding, sometimes stresful, but workmates make things easier, in contradiction from my previous work.
Do i like it? ... Yes and no. I know the subject. I spent my last 6 years working in the same industry, loving and hating it. But, I studied art, and now i work as a logistick. And naturally I greately miss freedom.
I dont want to spend most of my life at work or travelling to and from it. If it at least was job of my life. Or if it was paid well. But its not.
Its ok.
I'm giving myself 3months max to make up my mind.

So today I look around to find anything that would make me feel more happy.