Monty Roberts - 1 of my dreams to come true!

Last night was one of the most extraordinary moments of my life - I met Monty Roberts!!! :)
My teenage hero, one of a kind man, horse whisperer, Man Who Listen To Horses. He is the one who inspired all of those who fallowed his steps and learnt how to listen to horses and understand they language, which he called Equus. He is the one who inspired movies and books about horse whisperer. But he is the one, original man! Monty Roberts, now  78 years old, but still in good form, leading, inspiring, travelling the world, teaching - amazing!
I'm happy :)

Me with Monty Roberts

Here is link to his website:
http://www.montyroberts.com

how cool is that! - to be able to travel with your dog around the world!

Oscar - the travelling dog

Amazing! Did anyone else did that??

My Happy Bucket List :)

1 - kiss a dolphin (yes, swim with it too)
2 - go around the world with a dog
3 - while doing it, blog about it - or do TV show!!!
3 - go horse riding through Mongolia
4 - travel through Siberia and get to know local witches
5 - build a house with my own hands with straw&clay (well, with help of others too)
6 - run my own horse stable
7 - get married, have kids and travel with my family
8 - run spa in Bali
9 - write a book
10 - open Victoriana - tea shop with ceramic workshop, in steampunk style
11 - be happy!

10 ways to be happy!

so how about that?

http://www.yesmagazine.org/issues/sustainable-happiness/10-things-science-says-will-make-you

miracles wanted - please apply within

Another day in paradise.
Well - I wish I could say that.Instead, I am in London, looking through my window. It's not bad actually - we have sunny day! So I could play optimist, feel optimist and pretend it is a paradise! :)
but I feel it's not entirely true.
So what could make it true?
Recently I came across Empower Network which suggest you could earn as much as you want with 2 hours a day just by blogging. Somehow it feels like a scam. Typical pyramid, and all I know is that I should stay away from it. There is no miracles in this world.. not this kind of I think. But please feel free to let me know that I'm wrong! It would be wonderful if it was!

Sun is shining and and I woke up this morning thinking how should I create my life to feel happy. How to do it. That I should choose and concentrate of one thing only. But no - I have so many things I am interested in! grrr. I want to run a tee shop, and ceramic workshop, and would like to continue and succeed with my www.love-in.co.uk business, and travel a lot, and have family: husband and kids, and a dog and live in beautiful home with large garden and have a car.. But I feel so far away from it! Disgustingly far away :( I live in rented flat, have a boyfriend who just told me that he doesn't love me - so I guess he doesn't count as a boyfriend anymore, right? But we just feel comfortable with each other.. I need to move on. And not worry that I'm gonna be 34 in couple of weeks time. Never is too late, right?
Right.
Are there miracles? I hope so. But hope is a lack of faith so according to Secret I have to chance for a miracle to happen. Instead I'm more likely for bad things ... - ok - stop!
Only good things are welcome in my life!
Bad too... - they are lessons, right?
It's just that there was enough of them already. I'm tired. And I'm reaching bottom of my forever optimistic bag.
Please, let there be a miracle. A star shining just for me!

Friday 13th.

Today is friday 13th. It actually doesn't change a thing. It's just another day.I don't believe that this number "13" brings bad luck. And - against most people my mum believes that it actually brings her "luck"! Why not, I say.
 Probably a month ago I would jump up and down because aproaching weeked meant freedom from haveing to go to work. That changed a month ago - on another friday, the 16. Week earlier my boss called me up to say that Company feels that I don't enjoy beeing there (what was absolutely bloody right!) and that they cannot help me out with changing my job role - I was asking them for that for a few months (I even had doctor's note)... and yet they said that within whole Corporation there isn't any suitable position for me, even though I poited out that I wanted to do what I had been doing for few months there, but they took it out from me to give it to my collegue! "What's been done is done - they said. Fair enough. I had enough of them for unfair treatment anyway. And all started 2 years ago. September 2011.
- "You have brain tumor" - said my neurologist...My world collapsed within minutes. Then was operation, radiotherapy, and months and months of trying to get better. I wanted get back to where I was before. When I finally got there, I realised that this wasn't the right place for me anymore! And because I started to suffer from neurological symptoms, it meant beaing different. Dependent on medication and being sensitive to certain thing such as flashing lights, or excessive use of the phone/noise coming directly to my ear causing massive migrains.
But you know what? - When they told me about redundancy I finally felt happy and free. For some reason I felt that I should open my arms and welcome upcoming good changes in my life!
Of course it doesn't meant things being easy, but it gave me a chance to design my life the way I want it to be! :)
And that's what this blog will be about :)

In a pursuit of happiness!
x

Day one

Day one. There is always day one in our journeys. Today I started mine :)
Hope to meet many great people and new friends on my journey through the Future!